Today is Jun 10th 2010...I had gone out for jogging...I took rest for sometime when I was tired....I looked at the sky while sitting on a bench...I thought being a mother I can do something for my child that nobody would do....I thought to write blogg about the life which I am spending now with my child and after some years later one day I will show her this blog...nobody knows that I have a blogg except than my sweet hubby...When I should show her my blogg?...I think after she become a mother...and but who knows i would be there in this world by that time...Now she is 7 month old and going to start 8th month tomorrow..We used to call her lot of pet names since we are not satisfied with any name that came across......She started crawling on knees...and to day she did standing on her knees with support...
15 jun 2010
Today is just as usual day...Anju is sleeping now....I am really enjoying my new life with her....she is trying to stand alone now....While i look at her eyes i can see the most happiest person in the world..that is none other than me...We bought a new toy for her...A musical table and even it is a albetical table also...but she watched it for a while...When I was a small child i never had a good toy...We couldn't buy it even in the festival season also....We used to watch and enjoy all toys from a distance of petty shop which alligned in a row in church festivals....Hmmmm all thing had changed a lot...But I dont blame my parents for that...they have given me the best they could do and may be beyond that .....I will try to teach her malayalam..but i dont know how much it would be succesfull...so i'll be writing in english....
Nov 24 2010
After a long time I opened blog...I am very busy nowadays...she keeps me very busy...and i am enjoying my life with her by changing her diaper, giving her bath, playing with her...getting her nap...days are going very fast....She is one year old...and she calls me amma. she call him chacha...she will touch on her nose if you ask where is her nose...and she will complete my song if i hum a song...she started her walking with out any help when she was 9 month...Her grandma(my mom) , her peramma(my kunchechi) and acha(my kuttai) had sent gift for her...you know you are so blessed to have them as your dearones...you know your another grandma(your chahca's mom), she called you kunjatta...she loves you very much and she is a nice human being...you know I feel blessed too because i have such a nice in laws and a wonderful sweet hubby...we bought a very beautiful dress for her on her bday...we bought it from ebay...its very pretty...it came from south korea..and i am really interested in taking pictures of her....
Jan 16 2011
Today is sunday ...we couldnt go to church today since the winter is extreme and my hubby got viral fever.....Anju also was sick.....she had a very bad sinus infection...and doctor prescribed her an antibiotic......and what else? my brother is getting married and i dont know whether i can go for the function...I badly want to go for that....i am very attached to him from my childhood...we used to play a lot together...he is just 1year 8 months younger than me....I want to see all....my sister , my mom , my grandma.....but i dont know whether its possible....we may go if they fix my brother in laws marriage.... ok i am leaving everything to God....anju is doing good...she dances if she hears the music,.....sometimes a rythum from washing machine or from a grinder is enough to get her a dance......Actually i am learning something from her now....Music is there in the nature itself ....we are not listneing that ...even in a breeze or in a rain if you listen you can find it....she is speaking something...and she is pointing something if she want that....and she got lot of pretty dresses on her bday.....and she knows when we pray and I started her to make pray...she mumbles something as if she pray....its very funny to watch.....When she grows up i have to teach her a lot of things....because as a girl and girls need very attention from thier mother, i belive......
feb 09 2011
Hi Anju You started saying your name just a week before....if your chacha or me ask your name you will say your name very clearly.....and you started saying ammen in the end of the sign of cross...And one important thing you should know about is, from today onwards your chacha is sponsoring a child from india....and her name is Anju also....When you grow up you should help somebody like this after you earn a good job......i dont want you to be a beauty queen who may win in beauty competions....i want you to win the hearts of poor people or the people who need your help......i want you to be a good person in all meaning.....i dont want you to be an engineer, doctor, or to be in a highly acheivable position......and you know you are getting all your teeths......you are a naughty girl.....its very difficult for me to taking care of you alone.....but i love that....We love you very much......may be when you read this you may living with your children and may be enjoying your family life....( I hope and do pray for that)......
2/27/2011
Yesterday we went to a mall and you got peierced your ears...Actually your mammama had sent you a beautiful earing ...but it too big for your ears and i dont think that would go through that machine which they do piercing...so your chacha bought a beautiful earing for you....you look beautiful.....it is a very nice earring......and you know, my ears pierced when i was studying on 5th class.....it was a nice earing...me and your peramma also got same earing...it was one of our uncle's presents......Today we took you out and you were very happy to walk on outside.....you sing song when i play the songs.....you are learning new new things everyday.......I feel very happy when you call me amme.......
3/28/2011
Hi Anju today we are alone here...your chacha went to new york.....You speaks a lot of wrods now....you love to hear readings....you love to watch Thomas and friends.....When I play piano you will also join with me...its lot of fun watching you.....and we love you very much....you cannot imagine how much it would be.....I take lent for you and chacha...pray for you...hope all the good things will to come to you....
05/18/2011
Kunju , now you just crossed 18 months....and you changed a lot...now you dont have strangers anxiety...we went to Newyork last week and we stayed at Marriot with our family friends....so you got a good company with two kids of them for a week...I think that's the reason now you are not scared to people...you love to sing and enjoy the songs...i will write some of the title....it will be fun when you read after you grown up...."pachakarikkaya thattil".....annarakanna va, unni vavavo, all manjadi songs, midumidukkan songs, old mcdonald, incy wincy spider, ba ba black sheep, mother gooney birds song, elmos song, thomas and his friends titles song, vada mappulai, and attumanummele unniarcha....you know when i was a small kid i never sleep without hearing "attumanummele unniarcha"...My Pappa, your grandpa used to sing it for me everyday...I was very closed to pappa....He also was very closed to me.....He loved kids very much and he used to pamper kids....You and your kunchichetta may be missing everything...he also may be wants to pamper you....But we cannot do anything ...Now he is in heaven..You know, I had a dream about him when I was pregnent you by two months...He said to me in my dream i am going to have a baby girl....He told exactly your gender before we go hospital...after two months only we came to know your gender from hospital.....any way I couldnt belive it was a dream...i felt that dream like a real thing happened....
now you are a naughty girl....you had a doctor visit today...everything looks fine for you....your head is little big..doctor said nothing to worry about that...and you are a tall girl...I just forgot to take your snaps and send it to your grandparents...tomorrow i will order it in online.....I love you....and your chacha love you more..you know you are so blessed to have him as your father.... we are blessed to have him to take care of us....I love him more than me,.ummmah to kunju from amma and chacha
06-09-2011
Hi today i am sad....i have reasons....but i dont want to write it here.....you know life is sometimes more than we can handle....that is the reason why we pray to God.....for me prayer is a hope......i do make sign of cross on your forehead everyday before you go bed...you mumble something as if you know the sign of cross....at the end of the sign of cross you will send kisses to Jesus...its so nice to watch that....My mother your mammama used to take full day fasting on fridays for us and our family....she takes nowdays too , i belive....I will also take fasting for you....
05 july2011
Kunjoose you are speaking a lot now....you started combining two words and saying it....you sing a lot of songs lyrics....i taught you "kakke kakke koodevide?" song .....oneday while sitting on your chachas lap in the morning you sang "chache chache koodevide"..we laughed like anything....I love you my sweety.....you know how the cat meowing , dog barking and how one of your friend crying...if I ask you to show , you imitate all of them well....I recorded some on my mobile....and on flip too...now you are 19 month old....
27-july-2011
Kunju sometimes I feel very sad.....I wish if I had a job.....I just want help your mammama....They had given me good education and everything....And now they are living in not so good condition....So If I had a job i would have done something for them.....I want to help them when they need help....I know everything is going to be ok in future...But by that time, if have a job then, sometimes they dont need my help....I want to give a hand when they need it.....I dont know kunju ...this is the only reason I oftenly go gloomy.....I know they are in this situation just beacause they have given everything to us......
03-nov-2011
Kunju, you know today is your peramma's wedding anniversary....you know one more think one more parents they started a website for their daughter......may be they started after us.....some people's way of thinking can be same..when I started writing this i never thought somebody would have the same idea.....their daughter's name is chilanka....i came to know about them from manoramaonline...they are from India....may be you can make frindship with her later if you like...the website name is www.chilanka.net . she was also born in U.S...i am not able to start a website for u...and i dont want to ..you are going to turn 2 by Nov 11.....we are going to celebrate your Bday in a modest way....One sad things happened in between these months is that your great grandmother passed away few days before(chacha.s grandma)...your chacha was very sad and he liked her very much....i also felt very bad ...you know she was a nice woman...you know she used to tell me to pray when i was pregnant you...she told me to pray to Lord to give a baby who do very good things to the world and to the society ,or if the baby become a bad human being,tell Lord to take back it from us...who can give such a nice thought other than grandparents .....even i didnt think in that way untill she told me...before that i used to pray for your health only....from thence i started praying in such a way she told...you are not feeling good these days....you had fever yesternight....we had gone for a small trip to see the fall season...you enjoyed it very much and after that you feel more sick...i have to take a good care for you...you have lot of friends now....you made friendship with malu ...i really love that....she is really a nice girl....your chacha bought to you a Bday dress from ebay it came from China...and he bought you a nice necklace from a website..You know you are going to turn two on a great day 11-11-11..this date format will come again only after 100 years...i read somewere , whoever celeberate their Bday on this date, those people are lcuky....hmmm it seems you are going to have a blast that day...you know you can count till 10 and you can sing a lot of nursery rhymes before you turn two...my favorite song you sing is twinkle twinkle, nithyasahaya mathe, unnivavavo and clap your hands.......
15 nov 2011
Kunju you celeberated your 2nd bday on a great date 11-11-11 with our very close friends...you enjoyed the day...I prepared a lot of dishes for the day.....I prepared fish biriyani, pidi and chicken curry, kappa biriyani.... tahttukada chicken fry, palpayasam.....oh God I prepared a lot....hmmm....everybody liked fish biriyani...one of them told that i got your grandma's "kaipunyam"....you know kunju your mammama prepare all foods with a good taste....she has that instincts...i love her pulissery and fish curry ....hmmm its so yummy.....when i was pregnant i used to get craving for her tasty foods.....sometimes when i sleep i used to see the dream that i am having food that prepared your mammamma especially "fish puliyada"...so when i see that dream i didnt want to wake up from sleep....if i wake up i dont open my eyes and i imagine that taste and continue the dream asif i am not awaken....you know everybody like your bday dress.... i modified you dress with some white and pink beads from a necklace....it was a plain dress but after stiched all the beads it become so pretty dress....i have taken a lot of snaps you can see when you grow up....you got nice presents and you got a Dora's kitchen set as a present for one our close friends family...its so nice... you like the present....you can sing abcd song full...and you are speaking a lot by combining two or more words...its nice to play with you...your chacha used to paly with you after he comes from office....I think you are possessive now about me...if I grab somebodys kid you dont like that...you have three first cusins now.....eldest one is your kunjichetta, second one is minnatta she is 8 months younger than you and another one is alphonse ,,...he is only 3 months old now....you know i write this blogg by editing the same blog when i opened it.....you never think i write it all one day....i thought it would be easier to read for you.......you know from tomorro onwards i will start to write in new pages.....
