എന്റെ കുഞ്ഞൂസിനു നിന്റെ അമ്മ.....To My Kunju from your Amma......

Kunju
Today we went for Chirstmas celeberation.....It was a nice party.....You were excited as you saw Santa..He gave you sweets....You were happy.....My home sold yesterday.....I feel happy in someway and more sad in someway.....Your mammama had to sell it anyway....But we were very much attached to home.....We never had any another home .......I have lot of sweet memories to cherish with it.....I was born there...Not in that exact home but it was in the same place.....We built this home before 19 years where the old home was......Me , your grandpa, grandmother, perammachi,acha everybody lived there for 19 years in the new home.....We had lot of memories about your grandpa....I think he would be the best grandpa in the world if he would have been alive...We loved him very much...He was an ambitious man....He was a nice human being..... he was there for any help for everybody.....He used to give advice to people how to face the difficulties in life...you know now my eyes are wet...you will come to know the reason in future.........we had lot of good things and bad things when we stayed at that home....I cannot imagine a home of mine other than that......Me and your Perammachi were together always in school, sleep and studies......We were always together ...ohhh everything is full of nice memories..... ..We used to sing prayer song and national anthem at school for 5 years...we started singing together in church....Everybody used to say that nobody can make any difference in our sound.....Some people used to say that they loved to participate in Holy Mass when we sing the choir....I am not boasting about myself....I write everything here is true....Yes I also loved to sing Choir song.....You know what I want to be in my rebirth if we have one, I want to be a Priest who can sing .....Hmmm funny!!!!!!!!.....love you ummah amma and chacha......Chacha is slepping now....you imitate his sleep if I ask you how he sleep....its funny.......

എന്റെ കുഞ്ഞൂസിനു നിന്റെ അമ്മ.....To My Kunju from your Amma......

Kunju
tomorrow we are going to celeberate your chachas Bday......I made cake and a card...tomorrow i am going to prepare vegetable biriyani as we are on lent for christmas...You know I make card for him myself each Bday...I never bought a card for his Bday ever....Today I made a candle shaped card and I am giving it for your behalf too....i worte on the card this words "
To Chacha

You are a candle in our life....you are giving up your life for us, giving brigtness in our life and keeping us in the warmth of your love as a candle does....We are lucky to have you ...Wish you a wonderful Bday.....with lots of kisses and prayers "

your vavas and kunju.

what do you think? how is my words on the card....I made this words myself......I made some vedios of you and posted in a social networking media......Today I happened to see a vedio ....It was about a poor child....their housemaid giving him bath by her feet and pouring water a lot of times to that child face without any mercy....It is haunting me still....I never want to give you in somebodies hand to take care of you.......I prayed for the child.....And winter is going to high and so we are not taking you out frequently.....Doctor said you have some allergies and I think because of that you always feel as you have cold......I tried a lot of home remedies for it but no luck....hmmm ...what else....you give me a lot of kisses before you go to sleep.....I love that.....I am reading books for you everyday before you go to bed....Chacha bought you a lot of books.....I badly want to go home Kunju...Because kuttai is going to get married....i am fasting for Nine days for that.....I am afraid to go because everybody is facing some problems while coming back ,if they exit from here.....I dont know...let God be the decider.....ummmah