എന്റെ കുഞ്ഞൂസിനു നിന്റെ അമ്മ.....To My Kunju from ...

Kunjoose
we shaved your head...now you look like a "lama" baby....you are becoming very naughty....Our neighbour's son comes here oftenly....you know your acha got married and i couldnt go...I was so sad ....I prayed God to take decision....I think my decision was Gods decision.....But i could watch all functions through skype.....But I felt awful that day.....I know I always feel regret about this in my life....It was my dream....somtimes we whould accept things which may doesnt want to accept....We can make it happen with God.....I am teaching you personal prayer before you go bed in addition to rosary. Now you will remind me about it even if I forgot to make it. But you are not able to pronounce what I say exactly....sometimes you say the exact opposite word what I said to you...It is not intentionally ....when you say, you are not able to understand the meaning...You are watching TV now and now you came in running and hugged me tighthly.....I love that......You sing a lot of songs.....You drawn a pic and I posted in facebook......you got a lot of comments...But I withdraw the pic because I am not sure you had done it alone!!!!!!!!!!!

എന്റെ കുഞ്ഞൂസിനു നിന്റെ അമ്മ.....To My Kunju from your Amma......

I want to go home kunju.....I really want to go home.....Your acha is gettting married.....It was my dream to participate his marriage.....I think I dont have any dream left which can be full fill in nearest future.....Oh i am giving everything in my Lords hand.....sometimes only God can see our mind......only he can heal our pain.....Your aunty is beautiful and i feel the pair is just made for each other......I dont have anything to write because my mind is at home....i dont know how to take my mind off from this..........Oh Lord I really want to go.....Can you do some miracle for this girl who has no way to go home?............