Kunje, Today you didnt sleep in the day ...so you slept fast in the stroller as we were walking ...I scanned a picture of my pappa to make a photo.....when I see his pics i am not able to stop my tears....It has been 7yrs since he passed away....But I dont know I am not able to stop crying when I remember him.....We are lucky to have him as our father.....I dont want anyone to go through what my family had gone through......Oh Lord I dont have anything to say you other than to beg you keep him in your iternal land.......I always remember him when your chacha pamper you, cuddle you.....I can still remember my childhood how it was.....I was always behind him......I can still remember him making big ball of rice to feed us.....

Kunje It has been long time since I wrote something here...You are just shy of 3 yr old now.....you speak fluently now....you speak malayalam and english too....you can write english letters and you are having some difficulty when you write the letter "B".....You got a freind he just stay next door to us...you both are very good friends and sometime fight each other...His name is Aadi......I am not feeling well today....Your aunty got visa to Canada....you know you can make anything happpen through prayers......You go out with your Chacha for shopping......You eat everything I give to you....i dont have any problemns to feed you though some kids are very picky....I give you steamed vegetables....you like them with mashed potatoes......you come with me to the gym and you try each equipment......its fun to watch you doing all these things......When I say " I love you kunje" you also say " I love you amme" and hug me tightly....Onam is coming and one of our relative coming here and he is going to come here to meet us..... nothing more to write.....you got good hieght....you teeth are not good...we have to make a dental appoinment for that...you got some tooth decay on your front teeth eventhough i brush you every morning and night.... Now I made some garam masala for pork curry and you also tried to make it ... some how it got into your eyes and you started crying and i washed your face and hands.... and you are wiping your face on my top and asking me " why its so burning"...hmmmm I love you and your chacha tooo..... bye your amma and chacha