Kunje Today it was Vallyammachi's and valliya papa's wedding anniversary. I forgot to wish them and I remembered only in the noon. We called them in the evening and wished them. Kunje...you know I feel like I am more attached to my Lord than anybody else in the world. Sometimes I feel Jesus only can understand me completely. I believe Jesus loves me unconditionally as I love you. Sometimes you may forget all the love and caring after you grow up and married. But that doesn't bother me. I am sure, I will continue to love you, no matter how you are, what you are, and where you are. Today you told me you don't like me to go to college. It has been 6 years since we got married. Dec 31st is our 6th wedding anniversary. Hmmm.....Its going to pass just another usual day. You asked Santa a Pony and color pencils and you got everything as you wished. While you reading this, you may be knowing that who gifted you that. Your chacha bought everything for you. You liked the Pony very much. We bought a new car. Its good and I am going to get the old car. I am learning to drive the car. love you Amma

Sometimes it is very hard to accept some truths....Its X,mas. We may not be celebrating X,mas this year as your great grandfather expired. Thank you kunje!! just now you came near to me with my specs. you are 4 year old. We celebrated your Bday at your chacha's home. your Valyammachi, Pappa and chittanan bought you a new dress and cake. Mammama gave you a beautiful silver anklets for you. Everyone liked it. Today you brought some craft works of Baby Jesus from your school. Somehow you don't like your day care center. But you love to go to your pre school. My class for this semester has been finished. Next semester will start only in Jan. We went to India for chittnans marriage. You saw lots of animals including cow, goat, squirrel, dog, bunny, cat, chicken and you took bath in stream. You enjoyed a lot there. Me? I don't know Kunju. hmmm....Chakkara umma kunju....you learnt a rhymes from your school. I will write it here. May you will feel funny while you reading after some years. Here's the rhyme. I learnt it form your mouth. I am a little snow man look at me here's my button, one, two, three. here's my eyes and here's my ears I wear hat, scarf, fur and coat. love you amma and chachan

kunju we had onam celebration at Greenhope School. you and your friends danced for the program. It was good kunju. I uploaded video in the youtube. you danced well and we are so happy. It was your first stage program. You are sleeping now. Before you go to sleep you keep my palm under your cheek and you will say "I love you Amme. I love chachan too". When I hear that I feel I am the luckiest person in the world. Me and chachan love you a lot. You are asking a small baby to grow up. hmm...I also wish if you have a little sister to play with. ( you said so). It is so cute to watch your video which I had made when you were a baby. I love you chakkare ummma

Kunje you started going school. You go to two school Hatcher Groove and St . micheal. Whenever I have classes I send you to Hatcher Groove. I love you kunje. Before you go school , I make sure you to pray. You speak Malayalam as well as English. You got a new friend you always want to play with her. She stays next to our door. Now you and chachan have gone to St.Micheal to drop you there. Be a good girl there. I want to you to continue your schooling there in St.Micheal but not sure. That depends on our income of coming years. Yesterday I had thesis class and I have to do a lot of things. I am going make something for lunch. I have to pick you up by 11.30. Love you kunje

Kunju Now you are going to start play school. We register you in St Micheal's Archangels School. Today we have to go there but we couldn't. Chachan's driving license got expired and we are waiting for its renewal. You are practicing dance for Onahosham and it may postpone to X'mas as everybody need more practicing. We got new neighbor and they are from our native. So you got a nice friend and you both play together always. I started you learning music and I am teaching you what I have learnt from my teacher. You are asking lot of question and sometimes I am tired of explaining everything. We are planning to go India. I have class tomorrow. I have to get up early and tomorrow I will send you Hatcher Groove School. I have to buy good dresses for you and Minnatta for the marriage. Then nothing more kunju Love you umma

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kunje amma is doing ms in IT and so we send you in a day care school whenever I have classes. You enjoyed it first day. you were not ready to come to home when chacha came to pick you up.......but next day you were not ready to go there....sometimes I scold you when you become naughty girl....but i love you kunje.....you are just 3.3 year old but look like 4 yr old....you have more hieght than 4 yr old boy(aadi) who live near to our home. you have learned alphabets to write and you can count till 30. I never compell you to learn something...but you are interested in learning alphabets. you know how to play are you sleeping in piano. You are very creative...you made your own laptop with broken cutting board..i had made picture of that....one day you made robot with sticks and connecting balls which used to make tent. yesterday you took my rice pot and kept that pot on your butt and said " I am a turtle".....Today morning you made a shape of cat with necklace...it was awsome....you know kunje....today is our pappas 8th remembrence day......We went to church early morning and your chacha took leave as he had some project proposal in the evening....now he is relaxed and watching movie...you know kunu I have to study a lot....somtimes i really want to spend time with you but i cannot...I am soory dear.....I love you kunju