Kunje Today it was Vallyammachi's and valliya papa's wedding anniversary. I forgot to wish them and I remembered only in the noon. We called them in the evening and wished them. Kunje...you know I feel like I am more attached to my Lord than anybody else in the world. Sometimes I feel Jesus only can understand me completely. I believe Jesus loves me unconditionally as I love you. Sometimes you may forget all the love and caring after you grow up and married. But that doesn't bother me. I am sure, I will continue to love you, no matter how you are, what you are, and where you are. Today you told me you don't like me to go to college. It has been 6 years since we got married. Dec 31st is our 6th wedding anniversary. Hmmm.....Its going to pass just another usual day. You asked Santa a Pony and color pencils and you got everything as you wished. While you reading this, you may be knowing that who gifted you that. Your chacha bought everything for you. You liked the Pony very much. We bought a new car. Its good and I am going to get the old car. I am learning to drive the car. love you Amma

Sometimes it is very hard to accept some truths....Its X,mas. We may not be celebrating X,mas this year as your great grandfather expired. Thank you kunje!! just now you came near to me with my specs. you are 4 year old. We celebrated your Bday at your chacha's home. your Valyammachi, Pappa and chittanan bought you a new dress and cake. Mammama gave you a beautiful silver anklets for you. Everyone liked it. Today you brought some craft works of Baby Jesus from your school. Somehow you don't like your day care center. But you love to go to your pre school. My class for this semester has been finished. Next semester will start only in Jan. We went to India for chittnans marriage. You saw lots of animals including cow, goat, squirrel, dog, bunny, cat, chicken and you took bath in stream. You enjoyed a lot there. Me? I don't know Kunju. hmmm....Chakkara umma kunju....you learnt a rhymes from your school. I will write it here. May you will feel funny while you reading after some years. Here's the rhyme. I learnt it form your mouth. I am a little snow man look at me here's my button, one, two, three. here's my eyes and here's my ears I wear hat, scarf, fur and coat. love you amma and chachan