a draft for you kunje love you

Kunje I am not able to write about you frequently as I have to study a lot. Going to finish MS soon. Your best friend got a baby brother. you want a baby sister. I don't know why you always say "baby girl". I don't know what is the wrong if you get a baby brother. You are going to participate in onam celebration. So you are practicing dance every sunday with your friends. In first class I thought you will not be able to dance as it was classical. But you picked up so fast and now you dance well. We will join you in dance class after you turn 6. You are so tall and now itself you look like you are already six. You draw well. And we joined you in piano class. You teacher Mr.David is great. He spends more time with you. Today is August 3rd 2014 3.28 pm your best friend Sradha is here both of you are playing together. you like her company a lot. Right after you wake up, you ask me if Sradha can come our home. You wait for her if you get something to eat what she likes. Today we went to church and came back. And I gave you a fruit snacks as you have behaved well at church. I promised if you come to church everyday for 25 days, I will get you Rainbow dash pony and you have already shutterfly. You have summer vacation now and your school is going to reopen by this end of the month. You can read not so complex words and We go library every Thursday and I take books for you from there. The library has story time for your age on Thursdays before noon. We go there usually and enjoy the puppet show. Nothing more kunje. I will try to write once in a week. I am not sure about that till December that means my graduation. Love you Amma

Spring has started and I have pollen allergy. Your chacha, me and you are sick. I took you for Easter egg hunting but you couldn't participate as you were not old enough to join the group and the egg hunting for small children were over when we reached there. But you got some eggs from the information desk. You always want to do something. you do not like to sit idle. Chacha bought a new cycle for you. You have spring break for one week. Kunje sometimes I feel like to go back to my native and live there with you and chacha. Sometimes I see videos and pictures of my native its makes a lot of memories which we had spent there. Sometimes when we get old, if your chacha loves to stay there, we will go and settle there. I just gave you medicine for your cold. We prefer natural medicine without any side effects. Love you a lot kunje. You may not be understanding it now. But I believe when you become a mother of a child , you will understand how much we have loved you. You are always busy and sing a lot. You know frozen songs "let it go" and "do you want to build a snowman" . Its funny to watch you and your friend sing the song and pretend to act like Ana and Elsa. I have to study kunje bye for now...

Kunji You are playing outside with your friend. You started reading words and we are enjoying our days with you. you always tell us you need a sister. Hmmm. I had an interview with one company and they told me they are going to call me back for the second level. Still waiting. Nothing more kunji. You play piano. I taught you thumbi va and learnt it very fast. We are thinking to send you in a piano class. Love you

kunji, now you are sleeping. Tomorrow you have school. you love to go school. Teacher said that you are a good girl at school. she doesn't have to worry about you. you draw pictures very nicely. I want to teach you drawing. some days before while I was taking off the skin from the orange wedges to give you, I asked if you give me like this when I am old with shaky hands and white hairs. You did not respond at first. You just stared at me and you told that you didn't want me to become old. I laughed. I love you kunji. I love you a lot. umma.