It has been a while since I logged in. But I promise I will visit here often onwards. Years has gone away like a coll breeze and lots of things happend in life and we added a new family member and he is now 4.2 year old. Life seems so busy with family and work life. Today was a busy day with work. I had to sit in the call for a long time. Appu was playing alone after taken back from his school. When he came home, I asked him if he needs food and he rejected food when given as he was not hungry. He usually have his snacks at school just before noon. So I went back to my meetings and I could hear him playing in the living room. After 3 pm he came to me with a peanut butter sandwitch which he made himself and I was surprised to see that. He dragged a chair to get the peanut butter from the top shelf and not sure how he understood the peanut butter jar was kept in the shelf. I bought that sometimes back. I was so surprised to see the sandwitch he made and filled my eyes with tears when he asked if I need some from his sandwitch. He is 4.2 year old. I told him with tears that I am not hungry, but wanted to make sure if the peanut butter is not expired. So I asked him to get the jar to check the expirey date. He rushed back to kitchen and I went to kitchen to check what he is doing since he was taking more time to come back with peanut butter jar. I saw him spreading peanut butter on bread and since it was thick, spoon was not working for him, he was using his hand. I could see peanut butter on his clothes. I asked him why are you making it again and he said "Its for you Amma". I hugged him and kissed on his smelly cheeks and cried. Yes kids are angels given to us from heaven. Just for a moment i hate my job and thought if I could spend more time with him. He likes to play with him, getting pamperd and he loved hugs and kisses. I told Kunji this and she was feeling sympathy for him. Love you both a lots- Amma- good night